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Fiona
14 November 2009 @ 02:19 pm
Okay, so here's the thing. SME's recent wankage of once again trying to place the blame on our JaeSuChun riled me up once again (I mean sheesh, it's getting old already, SME. You're just a big bully and most people can see through your bullshit so eat dirt you wankers. I'm insulted that SME once again underestimated how intelligent DBSK fans are... -_-;;).

So I found myself listening to motivational songs again to help me ease my boiling hatred of SME into a state of positivity for DBSK's and fan's strength instead.

So here is my second attempt at cheering myself up with the aid of song lyrics I adore. Last post was Hilary Duff's 'Someone's Watching Over Me' and today I was inspired by Avril Lavigne's "Keep Holding On" (although I was actually listening to the GLEE version instead. Ehem. What can I say? GLEE is too OSM and their version has such a strong sense of unity and group strength. <3)



DEAR, DBSK AND FANS~ ^^



Keep Holding On... )

(*SIGH* Who knows how many more image posts I'll be doing until this frustrating SME crap is over.... ><)
 
 
Current Mood: annoyed
 
 
Fiona
05 November 2009 @ 12:29 pm
Okay, avert your eyes. The lamest post of the week is going to be situated here. But I wanted to do it anyway - so shoot me! XD



You're not here to say what you always used to say,
But it's written in the sky tonight...




It doesn't matter what people say,
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
...


I won't give up. No, I won't break down.
Sooner than it seems life turns around.
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong.
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe...




♥ DBSK ♥

 
 
Current Mood: optimistic
 
 
Fiona
31 October 2009 @ 01:24 pm

WOW so I randomly just came across this article today. It was so interesting (and funny XD). SO Yunho definitely isn't alone with his moobie sufferers....... XD 

 

PHASES OF THE MOOB!!! - From flat to floppy ... the four phases of the moob

(^ lol it sounds like a song name or something ^^;;)




 

 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
Fiona
The internet is WAY too fun!! it is a dangerous place for me to be left loose in! XDDDD

I've been playing around with a morph site I found on facebook after my aunt tried to morph her face into Sex and the City's Samantha. XD

Well, I decided to morph with Yunho. My ideology behind it as reported on facebook is: WILL JAEJOONG MARRY ME IF I LOOK LIKE YUNHO?!!! XDDDDD



*dying from laughter* Wow Yunho as half-Australian...interesting visual. Yun looks pretty with my fringe and curls. XD

 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
Fiona
23 September 2009 @ 10:57 am
GREETINGS, FROM SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA!
THE CURRENT VICTIMS OF AN EPIC DUST STORM!

Just this morning the area has gone from an eerie crimson red, to a freaky orange glow, to a white fog...



Turns out, gale force winds stirred up dust  from the desert areas in the middle of the country and brought them through Canberra and Sydney this morning. It is such a mess! Even though all of the windows in my house were closed firmly over the night every room smells like someone has thrown chalk dust everywhere and my eyes haven't been able to stop stinging. My dad is now housebound, being a terrible asthma sufferer. He couldn't go to work today because despite all the windows of the house being sealed his lungs are already hurting him. Several asthma sufferers have already been hospitalised. ><

Airplanes have been diverted from Sydney airport, the ferry service has been cancelled, highway tunnels have been closed... No one knows what's gonna happen to all the dust (although it should be clearing by late afternoon?) and the winds are only gonna get stronger. Eek! What a day this will be...






More photos and awe... )


Talk about a wake-up call! "Good morning, Fiona, and welcome to the end of the world!" XD

 
 
Current Mood: shocked
 
 
Fiona
21 September 2009 @ 10:29 pm
Fleetwood Mac and JaeChun... )

J-ROCK RANDOMNESS: I've totally fallen into a massive J-rock mood lately! I've been revisiting all the old albums that I was obessed with in highschool! We're talking stuff from L'Arc~en~Ciel, Gackt, Dir en Grey, Panic Channel, Miyavi, Kagrra, GLAY, hide, Gazette, An Cafe, ettttc etc etc etc.... OH and like alllllllll the anime songs I used to love! My laptop has been invaded by J-rockers again, haha!

And don't get me started on the old PVs!! I died laughed all over again at Jiro trying to defend himself with a ....SLING-SHOT.... against an evil monster who had just cut someone in half  in the SHITTO PV?!!:



More J-rock PV mocking XDDDD.... )


Godddd, those J-ROCK PVs were just so brilliantly stupid!!! How I missed them... XD
 
 
Current Mood: silly
 
 
Fiona
18 September 2009 @ 12:17 am
And an effing star is born, ladies and gentlemen!!

Anthony Capon, why are you so awesome? Seriously! From day one you have demanded my attention and captivated my imagination. You and your watering can are gonna go so far in the fashion world, boy. You are a truly unique star in the Australian fashion industry. <3




Inevitable Anthony fangirling moment ahead... )

ANTHONY CAPON PUTS THE 'FREAK' IN
 "FREAKIN' FAB-U-LOUS!" SO.....




 
 
Current Mood: ecstatic
 
 
Fiona
08 September 2009 @ 03:48 pm
WIll have to wait until tonight until I update my fic....

I've had the worst day, the worst part of it ending in the spilt kimchi all over the korean grocery store's floor and bitchy glares because of it, and now I am speechless at what happened to Jaebum because of the 2pm scandal...

Guess what Korean netizens, YOU REALLY ARE "GAY" NOW!!! YOU JUST PROVED JAEBUM RIGHT! It is the ridiculous reasons like that which makes us have the RIGHT to call you "GAY" like jaebum did!!! I mean hellllo, writing a 'jaebum should commit suicide' petition? VERY MATURE OF YOU!!! CONGRATS! 

Fucking wankers.
 
 
Current Mood: pissed off
 
 
Fiona
04 September 2009 @ 12:27 pm
Damn my bro! He's totally got me hooked on Project Runway Australia. I am totally rooting for Anthony Capon. And not because he's a fabbbbulous gay-sian, but because his designs are just so friggen amazing! Gosh, what's not to love about him! I am thrilled that he's made it into the top 3! :D




"When people see me on the street they often look at me up and down and judge and laugh, and I just shake my head in shame at them because I'm like: 'honey, you look hideous but I'm wearing a fabulous man-skirt.'"


"She said it was like Sarah Jessica Parker... No. It was for a homeless person...to EAT!"

Anthony: What is that you're using?
Yopie: Artichoke
Anthony: What?
Yopie: ARTICHOKE!
Anthony: I'll choke YOU in a minute, bitch, if you speak like that to me again. ^____~
Yopie: XD

 

 
 
Current Mood: giggly
 
 
Fiona
01 September 2009 @ 09:18 am

Okay these UFOs really made me LOL so much!

 

ELF: I love you! Kim Jaejoong!!!
Hankyung: How do you know that i’m currently on the phone with Jaejoong?! Amazing! Jaejoong, it’s yours……
Donghae: Wo Ai Ni! Xiang La Xiao Long Xia! [literally translated as 'fragrant spicy little lobster']
Heechul: Lee Donghae, don’t embarrass yourself together with your Hankyung hyung……
Hankyung: Heechul…… you’re biased!
Leeteuk: Low key low key! [as in, to keep a low profile]

Dong totally got slammmmed. XD



ELF: Gege(s) usually read fanfictions about who?
Shindong: about KangTeuk child-bearing, Eunhyuk’s recommendation.
Leeteuk: ……

This is why I've always adored EunHyuk.


ELF: One who only reads the messages and not reply are fools. [endearing term]
Donghae: Referring to you, the one below.
Kyuhyun: Referring to you, the one below.
Ryeowook: Referring to you, the one below.
Kibum: ……
Eunhyuk: Now, can’t dive either? [to dive means to hide]
Hankyung: You cannot see me, you cannot see me……
Siwon: To prove that I’m not a fool……
Leeteuk: All of you are really free nowadays, is it?
 

Hannie, you are so precious. XDDD
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
Fiona
24 August 2009 @ 04:23 pm
*sigh*

This afternoon I arrived home and there on my doorstep was the package I knew contained AADBSK3. I haven't opened the package yet though... I can't today. I can't even think about DBSK today, or anything in my normal routine that normally makes me happy. I don't want to be sidetracked. Today, all I want to do is remember Neale.



The funeral was emotional. People's voices cracking in their eulogies... The flowers being put over Neale's coffin as his wedding song was played... His three sons carrying his coffin down the aisle and through the guard of honour that his students made leading to the hearse...
Thank you for leaving signs that you are okay now... )

But Neale, I hope you really were there today to see how many people you touched. 500 people plus the bishop is a pretty darn good turn out for a 47 year-old! And I hope you heard what I had to say to you because I really want you to know how much I appreciated your guardian angel-like interaction with me when you were still on this earth.

And yes, Neale. Just like the song you chose (how very predictably tongue-in-cheek of you!) to be played in your funeral, you really are "simply the best; better than all the rest." <3

 
 
Current Mood: numb
 
 
Fiona
19 August 2009 @ 04:54 pm

RIP, dear Neale.

I really didn't want to have to write about this. I knew I would have to at one stage, but I didn't want to think about it. I wanted to keep thinking that things would be okay and that you'd somehow get better.

But now you're no longer in this world with us and I can only pray that you are no longer suffering with your cancer, and that the family who are left behind will be able to heal in time and not get into financial debt. May your little boys grow up being proud of you...

Mr N, I never got to thank you for all the times you looked out for me. I wasn't even in your class and still you'd look for me on the playground to see if I was interacting okay with the other kids despite my shyness.





If there was one moment that made an impact on my life it would have been the time at year 6 retreat when you pretended to strangle me because you found out I was an accomplice in the 'trashing of your cabin room' incident. It was one of the funniest moments of my life. You were such a prankster!

I still remember that night clearly... I had to leave the horrid ballgames early because I had forgotten to take my medication for my ear infection. On the way to get aforementioned medication with my teacher we bumped into some boys peering into a cabin room. They told us that you had told them to leave the ballgames to check out the cabin and when they opened the door they found that you had playfully strung rolls-worth of toilet paper all over their bunk beds. It looked liked a giant spider web!

So my teacher decided to get revenge on you for fun. Her and Mrs F. and I went into your room, flung toilet paper all over your bed and stuffed pieces under your blanket, inside your pillow case and throughout your bag. Then my teacher got out her moisturising cream and spread it all over your doorknob so that as soon as you went to open your cabin door your hands would get covered in slime. All of us were giggling like mischievous kids, the two female teachers and I.

I felt so included that night. I was the only student who was able to join forces with the female teachers to actually trash your cabin room for fun. Perhaps that is why it has left such an impact on me.

And then, I remember the next morning you came up to me and pretended to strangle me coz you found out I had helped the teachers stuff your room with toilet paper. You were so hilarious. I'm just so fortunate that my friend was able to snap the photo in time so that it is a memory I'll always be able to cherish.




Whenever I look at the photo I smile and think of you. It broke my heart when I found out you had cancer. You got over the first lot, but it seems that in the end the second lot appearing in your lungs was too much for you to handle.

I'm truly glad to have known you, Mr N. I will miss you. Please be at peace, finally.

 
 
Current Mood: numb
 
 
Fiona
09 August 2009 @ 07:32 pm
*sigh*

Now this is just freaky and not funny anymore at all. Every time I try to order something important to me online the website will always go crazy. I kid you not! Let us recall:

1. The day I wanted to get McFly tickets for the second concert as a last minute decision... the metro theatre website was down.

2. The day I wanted to order the Linden Method packed.. the Australian ordering site was down for most of the night.

3. The day I want to finally preorder AADBSK3.... and yesasia site is really slow to move and barely registering anything properly... I WANT MY FRIGGEN DBSK DVDs, THROW ME A BONE, YESASIA!!!!! lol


Seriously, wtf is it! The last three times I ordered something from the net and the sites go crazy??? What the hell is up with that? It's just so creepy and frustrating as hell... -_-;;


EDIT: No really.... This isn't funny yesasia. Proceeding to checkout isn't rocket science. wtf are you doing you friggen irritating website!
 
 
Fiona
Okay, so I've been quiet on the whole matter with DBSK's lawsuit apart from chatting about it on MSN with various LJers. But I just cannot hold back anymore.

I have one thing to say:
“On SM’s side, we still have much love for Dong Bang Shin Gi. We do not want them to disband,” said an SM Entertainment representative
.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKK. YOUUUUUUUUUUU. ALLLLLLLLLLLLL.

Seriously. Of course you love DBSK; they give you jobs and money. If you really loved and respected them then you'd listen to what they had to say about being fucking exhausted and fucking do something about it before they have a breakdown!!!!

Fuck, I am pissed off. I think I need a panadol...


At least your stock is plummeting you evil exploitists: http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1217465.html#cutid1

 
 
Current Mood: enraged
 
 
Fiona
29 July 2009 @ 07:28 pm
Gahh this suckkks! My two best mates in Jap class have to go to the tutorial on Wed this semester.... But I booked myself into the Thursday tute because if I do the wed tute I'll have 4 hours in a row of class (2 hours of jap + 2 hours of manga culture class)... And with my concentration issues and sensitive stomach that needs constant feeding in small doses it would suck to do four hours in a row of class...

But I wanna be with my jap mates! It's part of the reason why I haven't given Jap class up yet! I mean, my other two jap friends might be in the thurs tute but I'm not 100% sure of that.. And the last thing I need is having no friends in my tute but instead be stuck with smartypants Asian-background classmates with awesome pronounciation and kanji-writing skills. T____T

So basically, either I have no friends in jap tute and 3 days of uni, or I have 4 hours in a row of hard class but only 2 days at uni.... fuck fuckity fuck I am between a rock and a hard place!!! I dunno whether to switch to wed tutorial or not. Greaaaat. T_T


EDIT: Well the wed class is full according to my uni site which means I can't change at this point in time and could be totally f**ked over and lose contact with my Jap girls. Friggen helllll my week is going downhill fast! I know it sounds stupid, I really could cry over this! Those girls were the reason I didn't completely start hating Japanese class, and I dunno how I'd be able to enjoy tutorials without them... T_T 
Friggen 全然残念よ!!!

 
 
Current Mood: stressed
 
 
Fiona
20 July 2009 @ 01:09 am
Okay so it's 1am right now and clearly I have better things I could be doing than fiddling around in my LJ (sleep, for example, is something I should actually be experiencing -__-). But since I've been in a crappy mood for no real reason the past few days I figured that there is no harm in cementing that fact by bitching in here. I'm a woman, let me be! XD

Let me get this off my chest before I sleep.

SM IS RETARDED!!!
(yeh, that's stating the obvious, huh!)

I mean, if you were so paranoid about people seeing JaeJoong's giant back tattoo and getting the wrong impression of him (ie. only people in the yakuza have tattoos) then why plan to put friggen shitloads of DBSK topless pics in their latest photobook in the first place?!!!!!

If I see Jae topless, I wanna see the REAL Jae. Back tattoo and all! Not SM's recreation of JaeJoong... WE'RE NOT STUPID SM! WE DO KNOW JAE HAS A HUGE TATTOO ON HIS BACK!!!

It's so petty.... I mean, sure, being paranoid over people actually using their brains and figuring out YunJae's existance and therefore elimnating any pictures that encourages even the most inattentive person to get suspicious of YunJae, is fine. HOWEVER, making a famous tattoo disappear from Jae's back is just something else entirely. Sheesh. You can try hiding the Yunjae, but for godssake don't try hiding the tattoo... Pffft.

But by all means, if I have been living in a cardboard box lately and Jae has actually MIRACULOUSLY gotten tattoo-removal surgery (despite the time and effort that went into him adding extra features onto his precious tattoo in recent times), then shoot me or give me a sedative and we'll call it a day! XD

Gahhh I need to stop feeling so cranky over minor things this week... I refuse to become like my aunt! ><

 
 
Current Mood: irritated
 
 
Fiona
11 July 2009 @ 09:50 pm
EMETOPHOBIA!!!!

(Emetophobia is an intense, irrational fear or anxiety pertaining to vomiting. This specific phobia can also include subcategories of what causes the anxiety, including a fear of vomiting in public, a fear of seeing vomit, a fear of watching the action of vomiting or fear of being nauseated.)


So that's the technical name of the main thing causing me shit in my life? Now to make it go away.... Had roughly 3 panic attacks over it driving around for over an hour with my friends yesterday.... for fucks sake just leave me along you ridiculous irrational fear! -_-






 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
Fiona
05 July 2009 @ 12:58 pm
Don't you just love it when you can burrow under the covers of your bed with a book you know you love and just spend the rest of the night reading away despite the time? Especially in winter when it's freezing and there is no better sanctuary than under your covers with the electric blanket happily thrumming.

I have two books I need to read that my friends have lent me, but last night I was really craving reading a book that is sort of 'feel good'. I ended up dying to read one of ultimate fav books:



I ended up reading 190 pages in one go until it was 2am lol. This book never gets old...... It never fails to get me so emotional... If I ever ge to be a writer, I honestly want to write stories like Melina Marchetta. They are so simple and yet so powerful and emotional that you can reread them over and over again and feel the same amount of love for it as you felt when you first read it years ago.......

I mean, gosh, for the whole story Mia, the mother, is depressed and suffering in her bed... You don't really know what the old Mia was like - all you have are memories from Francesca, the daughter. And yet, you grow to love Mia so much!! When she makes the slightest progress with her depression - like actually managing to eat a tiny bit of food, you can't help but burst into tears because you are so hopeful that Mia will be able to continue slowly getting better! I mean, holy crap!!! We readers have never met the old Mia, and yet we can be affected so much by the depressed Mia making small progress? I realllllllllly want to be able to affect readers like that in my stories....

My god, this quote about Francesca dealing with her mum's depression always gets me instantly choked up: 'I do the deals-with-God thing. Make her better...make us all better and I'll change the world for you. But God doesn't talk to me. It's because every night I lie here with music in my ears and i say my prayers and fall asleep in the middle of them. He only talks to people like Mia. People he thinks are worth it. Because they have passion. They have something. I have nothing... I'm a waste of space......'

I guess I chose to read this book last night above all the other books I love because I can sort of relate to the mother... I mean, I don't have acute depression like she does, but the anxiety disorders I have right now are just as confounding and I've certainly had days when I was too scared to leave my bed. I love that the message throughout the book is that there is no easy answer to the Mia's depression... There is no one sole cause of it, or one sole answer to curing it. It takes time...and that's exactly what I am facing right now with my anxiety disorders.... When Mia makes slight progress with her depression, it gives me hope that the small progressions I make with my disorder will also get me closer and closer to complete recovery. ^^

Besides, Mia is not the only reason why I love the story.... It's really amazing how Francesca slowly learns (despite her typical teenage attitude getting in the way) that your true friends are the ones that are there for you in the bad times... You might not even realise that they are your true friends until something like that happens, but you sure learn quickly that they are your real friends. It's really beautiful to see how those four girls (and 3 guys) slowly build a huge bond together without even realising it! Such beautiful friendship!!

And of course, the unbelievably strong bond between Francesca and her lil bro Luca is so touching! And I relate to it so much because I am exactly the same way with my older bro. What was my fav quote from the book about them? 'I can't tell horror brother and sister stories about Luca and me. We're crazy about each other and our arguments are limited to who gets control over the TV remote between 7:00pm and 7:30.'  Yeppp absolutely the same between me and my bro. Only it generally fighting over internet time and I'm usually the one being the most forceful in arguments LOL!

PLUSSSSS one of the girls, Tara, is such an opinionated person in regards to social justice issues. And why hello, so am I! Yet another thing I commmmpletely relate to in this book! <3


Gah, I could gush on about this book until the cows come home so I better leave it there and actually finish it.. It's currently sitting beside me begging for me to finish it. But I don't want to finish it because I don't want it to end even though I've read it thousands of times..... *sigh* The joys of a great book, I tell ya! lol
 


 
 
Current Mood: grateful
 
 
Fiona
02 July 2009 @ 10:25 pm
Just saw on the ad for the Late News that Mollie Sugden has passed away......

I know she's lived a great life, but I'll probably always feel a little sad now whenever I rewatch episodes of Are You Being Served and hear her Pussy jokes... T_T



Rest in peace, Mollie! <3

 
 
Current Mood: numb
 
 
Fiona
01 July 2009 @ 06:36 pm

Phewwwww! Just got back from an awesome day out at the city with

[info]talyssa_yasha ! We went all out and let our asian urges take over us hahaha. We went to a Korean restaurant, Japanese purikura stands, Korean Karaoke, and Korean supermarket... Muahahh! Boy did I get my freak on in karaoke even though I can't read hangul and had to mumble most of the lyrics hahahah! But I wasn't too bad with Jap songs.. ^^
 

 

Got my karaoke freak on lols )


 

 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
 
 

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