Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female
and half male. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High-maintenance. Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless.
Brown hair. Brown Eyes. Blue Eyes. Curly hair. Long fingernails. Braces. Chipped nail polish. Long legs. Straight hair. A fringe. Long eyelashes. Sore feet. Freckles. Dark skin. Medium skin. Green eyes. Blonde hair. Dyed hair. Short legs. Red hair. Big boobs. Rosy cheeks. Wavy hair. Black hair. Small-ish waist. Tattoos. Piercings. Big ears. Short hair.
Flowers. Kisses. Summer. Coffee. The rain. Candles. Incense. Late night talk shows. Insects. Hugs. Attention. The beach. Chocolate. Music. Beanies. Harry Potter. Twilight. Facebook. Black and white photos. Sleeping in. Driving. Narrating my pet's thoughts. Opening gifts. Buying gifts. Halloween. Cute texts. Apples. Compliments. Country music. Hip hop. Sushi. Sports. Art. Singing. Seeing my loved ones happy. Surprises. Sunsets and sunrises. Skinny dipping. Horror movies. Simon Cowell. Family Guy. Garlic. Hearing somebody talk in their sleep. Being right. KFC. Abstract photography. Concerts and festivals. Tanning. Oversized t-shirts.
I would love to be a:
Police officer. Lawyer. Doctor. Teacher. Fruit picker. Mother. Greenpeace volunteer. Hippie. Groupie. Rockstar. Footballer's wife. Therapist. Singer. Actress. Diving instructor. Lottery winner. Company owner. Housewife. Nurse. Builder. Race car driver. Website developer. An inspirational talker. Music teacher. Artist. Chef. Makeup artist. Hairdresser. Restaurant owner. Homeless shelter volunteer. Fitness trainer. Vet. Radio show host. Band manager.
I like to eat:
Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I'm bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I'm hungry. Toast. Breakfast. Pizza.
Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood. One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks. Hypocrisy.
Seriously. Because of this guy, my standards in men have risen significantly.
The best thing about Yu Ping is that he started out flawed, but he allowed himself to grow wiser and become less judgmental, more loving, and more dependable.
Are you the girl who has low confidence?
Are you the girl who has tried dating before, but only attracted the wrong type of guys -- the guys who don't actually appreciate you and are only using you until someone better to comes along?
Are you the girl who thinks she is unattractive compared to most females, and feel like you're too much of a tomboy for any man to even seriously consider you as a possible romantic match?
Are you the girl who is so special, and so warm, and puts smiles on so many people's faces, but can't see how special you really are?
Then Yu Ping is the guy for you.
Ladies (and gay men) , allow me to elaborate.
( Why Yu Ping is just pure awesomeness...Collapse )
( Gallery of awesome Yu Ping moments...Collapse )
And as a bonus: Yu Ping's hilarious expressions as he tries to be manly and hide the fact that Guo putting a bandaid on his injured hand hurts like HELL. He fails with the subtlety and makes the funniest face!
There's only one problem with Jerry Yan playing Yu Ping... He looks so much like Shim Changmin that it freaked me out for a long time, ahahah!! Seriously, doesn't he resemble and older (and elongated) Changmin here!!: lolll
I am a masssssive fan of RuPaul's Drag Race. So I was very much excited to see there was a special RuPaul Dragrace program online where you can see what you'd look like in drag and design it all -- from accessories, to wigs, to style of lips. My drag queen self was an utter FAIL (no matter how hard I tried, I just looked like an old man with too much botox). So I then moved on to see what Yunho and JaeJoong would look like in drag. Here is a sample of my work: (LMAO)
I'd like to introduce you to: MADAM HO and SUGAR MAMA!!!
( YunJae workin it in drag...Collapse )
HAHAH seriously dudes, the accessories you could pick were hilarious! There were hotdogs, bananas, WHIPS!!! So many naughty things hahahah. Believe me, I tried making the whips and bananas work for YunJae but it wasn't looking right. *sigh* I tried! Believe me, I tried. XD
If you wanna have a play around here it is: www.dragulator.com/
...Omghei, I can't believe I stayed up till 1am doing this crazy shit when I've got early uni class tomorrow. Gahhh. *slaps herself* Too easily amused, I am!!
SKINS WRITERS, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING? ALL THAT PRAISE I G
HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? HOW COULD YOU POTENTIALLY TRAUMATIZE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WATCHED THURSDAY'S EP OF SKINS? THAT SUDDEN TWIST INTO BRUTAL PLOT...... IT MAKES ME AND EVERYONE ELSE SICK.
The only thing...and I DO mean the only thing that is making me not throw up right now is talking to Nadia and looking at Yunho's happy face.
When I close my eyes all I see is blood. When I breathe in and out all I can hear is screams and that one last whimper.
What is your point, Skins writers? What is your damn point? Why the fuck was there a need for such violence? Such brutality? Thank you ever so much for scarring all of us. Cheers.
(Oh, and to make matters worse... Mum came home excited about a new piano she bought and got insulted when I wasn't "excited" for her. Sorry mum, someone I really looked up to in one of my fav shows just got brutally murdered. Kinda hard to smile after that. "I'm more important than some show!" Yes, you are mum. But right now I am traumatized beyond words. When I get the screams out of my ears I will try and smile for you properly okay? T_T)
One word: WOWWWWWW!
Just look at these images, will you? Effy petrified and hiding under her parents' bed. Her boyfriend Freddie finds her, lies down on the floor half under the bed and talks to her to calm her down. She reaches out to hold his hand...
Now look at this! The once fairly stable Freddie who always had to take care of everyone else around him finally gets a chance to break down and cry in the arms of his friend who he had actually had a falling out with. Even though those two fought so much, in the end, Cook is a true friend of Freddy's, after all. It's always in the lowest moments where we find out who our true friends are - even if the results were not what we were expecting.
Seriously, aren't those sets of images so devastating? Don't they make you feel so many things inside?
This is why I honestly love SKINS.
I admit that in the past I had trouble getting used to the new characters in season 3, after the AMAZING cast in the first two seasons, but holy crap, I admit that I was wrong and that these new characters all have verrrrry interesting psychological aspects to them which just took longer than normal to discover. I used to also sometimes wonder why I loved SKINS so much when I HATE drugs and alcohol and parties and rebellion etc etc etc. Now I really get it! It was all the hidden psychological aspects to each character that kept me drawn in. Past the haze of drugs there is a whole myriad of psychological problems that are so FASCINATING and alluring. It really is right up my alley.
Seriously people, if you haven't watched SKINS yet, you really should. It is one heck of an amazing British drama.
I wish I could have watched the parade live, but it was only being shown on cable TV. Instead I sat watching my Sabrina the Teenage Witch DVD whilst eating sausages for dinner (oddly perfect, now that I think about it, LMAOOOO).
Coming up in the next few days is the Harbour Party. Looks mad!! If only JaeSuChun had come to Sydney at the beginning of March instead!! We all know that JaeJoong would have lovvvved to take his clothes off and join in the parrrr-tayyyyyyy! Maybe bring back some glitter he licked off a guy's body to give Yunho as a souvenir. XDDD
Okay, time to search youtube for more Mardi Gras parade fancams from an hour ago. XD
(Oh, and so I don't forget the quote of the night, watching this clip made me realise how SWAUSSICO it is!! (SWeden AUSSie mexICO). I was the place, Angie was the music (that Swedish singer, Agnes) and Ragey can be the hot gay mennn :D. WHOO WHOO!)
HAPPY SYDNEY MARDI GRAS 2010, EVERYBODY!!!! <3
I went to my uni today to buy my text books and course notes for this new semester. I've got one week until uni starts but I wanted to get in early because the queues are awwwwwful once the semester officially starts.
So I bought all the books I need for my creative writing course and I'm already in love with them. For once I bought something for uni that I can use over and over again! There are currently three of these books I am currently in love with:
1. 'The Writing Book - A Workbook for Fiction Writers', which pretty much goes through the official process of how to write fiction, from examining your characters, plot, pace, how to edit and revise, and how to get started writing when you don't know what you wanna write about. It looks like it has some great tips. I can't wait to read it.
2. 'A Passion for Narrative', which is similar to the first book, but with different tips.
And lastly, book 3: 'The Little Green Grammar Book'. I AM IN LOVE, people!! hahha. It is perrrfect. I already told Dad how it is my new bible. XD It pretty much covers alllll the annoying little grammar questions that I have always had but not known the answers to! I've spent literally all afternoon just reading through the correct use of commas, semicolons, dashes etc. Each section is so detailed with so many good examples and humour. The thing that is confusing and SUPER frustrating though is the differences between Aussie/British grammar rules and US grammar rules. Sometimes I prefer the Aussie way, but sometimes the US way looks more elegant. Oh, the ridiculous variations of grammar rules... It does my head in. -__-;;
Later tonight I'm going to get stuck into the next section: 'Twenty-one grammar gaffes and how to avoid them'. Basically, dealing with 'its' or 'it's', 'which' or 'that', 'she and I' or 'me and she', comma splices, etc. Gonna be brilliant! (haha I'm sounding like a huge geek again, aren't I? XD)
(Oh, and a huge thanks to all the kind words I received on my super emo past the other day. You guys really helped me calm down and sleep easier. ^^)
I AM IN SHOCK!!! AND NOT OF THE GOOD KIND!
RAFA!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BOY!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously..... When he lost the first two sets I started getting anxiety, when he slipped and FELL during the middle of a set I really started to worry, then when he took a medical timeout coz there was something wrong with his knee I was so anxious I actually got a reflux attack.
And then BAM. Rafa had to retire.....forfeit the match..... It BROKE my HEART. It shouldn't have been the way Rafa left the tournament, not since he was the winner of the Australian Open last year! First Bagdatis' forfeit and now the amazing Rafa..... Thank god Connie is on MSN to freak out with me. @_@
I guess it sucks also because I was dying to see a rematch between Rafa and Federer in the finals like last year. It was so thrilling and that match was the main reason I got so obsessed and passionate about tennis again, and it was also the match that helped me get through my anxiety when I was scheduled to have a friggen endoscopy the morning after their epic match together.
I found the entry I made this time last year about Rafa and how much I was gushing over him... I wrote this about him and reading it now breaks my heart even more after the outcome of tonight's match:
Both Fed and Rafa are by far the most inspirational male tennis players out there for me. I've learnt so much from them just from watching their recent matches.I've been inspired by all the hard word they did and how they never gave up and kept fighting. I also learnt how imperitive it is to have confidence in yourself. Throughout the Aussie Open tournament I saw player after player starting to play terribly all because they had lost confidence in themselves. But the people who managed to hold onto their confidence were amazing. So now, after seeing all of that, I am going to try so much harder to believe in myself and my albilites, you know?
Yup, Rafa was my mental inspiration for so long..... So Rafa having to forfeit the match before the end of the third set.....it breaks my heart on so many levels. Particularly because recently Rafa had started losing his confidence. It's like a slap in the face that the man who inspired me to fight my anxiety problems is now crumbling slowly. I can feel cold sweat on me still from just remembering the moment I realised he was withdrawing from tonight's match... Jesus, I can't believe this happened...Rafa knocked out at only the quarter finals...... Just terrible.
I feel so unbelievably sorry for him. T______T
(Although I spent most of it on the road driving back from Canberra in the awwwful heat. ^^;;)
I love you so, so, so, so much, JaeJoongie. You are my idol, my muse, and the reason why I can smile everyday. Have a fantastic birthday! No doubt your Yunnie is thinking of you too - no lawsuit can keep both of your hearts away from one another~ <3.
You have two versions to pick from:
The slowed down version to Xiahtic (where it is much easier to see Junsu):
Or there is the original normal speed footage with live airport audio:
To be honest, I'm still in a dream. It's been more than 7 hours since I saw Junsu and yet it feels like I was just imagining it all or something. ><
Also, tomorrow I'll be away with my family for a week without the net so...thank god I was able to get all this fanaccount and fancam uploading stuff done today. XD